Shadowthehedgehog97

so i have some questions/statements, id like to see who all pays attention to me anymore... answer them in the comments please.

1: if i was going to die tomorrow, would you miss me? what would you say?

2:  if i was depressed/crying, what would you do?

3: hugs! how many will i get?

4: who's all my friend?

5: any good songs to listen too? song & artist please ^L^

6: holy shit, my spelling sucks. any suggestions? xD

7: when you truly miss someone, and you cant see them, how do you deal with it?

8: if i asked you to join me in a crazy ass party (think alice nd wonderland) would you join me?

9: what kinda animal do you think i am?

10: I LOVE YOU  ♥ ♥ ♥


now...i guess im done with that...i really miss alot of people, and my life is taking a real strain. it feels actually really...ah, threatening...im tempted into self-harm a lot, i just sleep it off and deal with the next day... i really need people right now, but everyone is so busy with their problems and HS, im just reduced to crying these days... so, i dont know what to do really...i just feel really pathetic, and all i want is some help, but no one really pays attention. feels like their will to help lasts only when your around, and once your gone they couldnt give a single fuck...and thats just what it seems like...all the time now... just kinda want it all done and gone....

1. You must post these rules.
2. Each person must post 11 Facts about themselves in their journal.
3. Then Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with honesty) have to tag 11 people.

11 Facts about me:

1. im an acute insomniac

2. i have a thing for creepy people, occults, occult rituals,  and demonolgy

3. i draw...alot...but usually on my  arm though recently ive been wriing in latin on my arm. the theme of the writings being Death.
4. i turned 15 in june 18, and i havent even attempted driving yet. fuck driving. ill walk.

5. i go to graveyards with my face having the cheshire cats design painted on it (alice madness returns, just designs, not the blue-ishness to it) with one of my best friends who will dress up as alice.

6. i watch paranormal recordings obsessivly, always with alice and sooner or later we end up talking about believing in aliens....o: (not her real name, get over it)

7. iv been listening to creature feature almost obsessivly.

8. i turned my upstairs bedroom into a mini opum den, thanks to all the incense smoke i light in there.

9. im going to work at the morgue this year if i can pull up my grades.

10.i have a major sweet tooth, depending on the day.

11im attempting to cosplay as undertaker, but im also saving up my money to get double-irised contacts, or red and yellow contacts (to mimic either repers or vncent nighttray)


Now the questions from her:

1. What does art mean to you?
A: art is an expression of mind, soul, and sometimes body. its almost a story about you in ways, cause you wouldnt be drawing or writing or anything about something you dont like or hate, yea?
2. What's the most fun on deviantArt?
A: meeting new people you share  interests with, and seeing the ideas other people have.

3. What's your favorite movie/anime/series?
A: anime: kuroshitsuji. movie:alice in wonderland (tim burton) series: anything paraanormal (ex. paranormal state, ghost hunters, paranormal activity, supernatural...)

4. What kind of music do you listen to?
A: CREATURE FEATURE AND MARILYN MANSON!!!!!!!!

5. What are you known for?
A: being the crazy one of our group of crazies. me, hatter, and alice.

6. Do you believe in fate?
A: meh...kinda not really...fate is a dead set thing right? i believe we have the ability to change our "fate" but i always wonder, hat whatever you choose to "change" it, maybe that was the dead set path? i dont know...

7. If you got lost on a lonely island what would be the first thing you'd do/think of?
A: find teh peoples and a kitty...with three eyes. yes. find a cat with three eyes.

8. Does it annoy you that you got tagged?(Sorry if it does...)
A: xD kinda, but i had fun dammit. xD

9. What if the world came to an end like...now?(Who would you try to save if you could?)
A: if the world came to an end huh...? get all mai crazies together and fight to the death with zombies or flesh eating aliens.

10. Your idol? (in general)
A: jack the ripper

11. Did you ever dream of something that became reality in the future...?
A: oh god yes....ahh...i hated it...fucking vision shit...


You can just use these questions!! I'm too lazy to come up with my own right now

Tag: anyone who reads this. either make a journal, or answer the questions here in the commnet.s

any watcher that are actually still watching me, im going to be more active on my other account . im getting bored/irritated with a few things, and hopefully that will be fixed by drawing my other account to your attention.

hopefully...doubt it... but hopefully.



right so do  i still have your attention? good. on my other account, requests are open,including photo-editing to the bes i can do it, drawings, animations, icon making, stories, stuff like that.  maybe its not much, but hey. one can try right?

(some motivational help is wanted here. TTwTT)

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+You have to choose ten people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
+Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged him/her
+No tag backs
+No crap in the tagging section about "you're tagged if you're reading this." You legitimately have to tag 10 people.


1. Are you more Seme or Uke? ;3
me? uke.

2. Who is your favorite anime voice actor(s)? (Japanese or English.)
Suwabe, Junichi

3. Who is your favorite anime character(s)?
undertaker, ukitake, urahara, kurotsuchi mayuri, france, england, italy, xerxes break(kevin legnard), cheshire cat,VINCENT!

4. If you won a free, week-long trip to anywhere you wanted, where would you go?
either england, arizona, phillipines, or maybe new york again.

5. Who do you think would make the best anime couple? (From any anime.)
oh man dont ask me. i pair (character)xOC

6. Have you ever cosplayed? If so, as who?
no, but with a hellish need i want to. as undertaker~

7. Who is your anime crush(es)? (I have 6)
that for me to know, you to not~

8. What is favorite anime theme song?
marukaite chikyuu (hetalia) its so damn fun to sing after an all-night party with a few high/tired/drunk people.

9. Who is your favorite Hetalia character?
france. the rape face and the laugh is just epic~

10. Become one with Russia, da? ^L^
sure~

alright, my question to you~

...i dun have questions yet, but when i do ill edit this so...hahah

oh wow. i feel so sad...im listening to the morticians daughter, and i just had to cry. Its like...its a sad song, but not rly. but it seriously makes me cry when i listen to it. just so...sad.

I guess its weird, but i listen to the song and i keep thinking of coffins, and dead people. and not people i know, just...people in general. people iv never seen before, lying in coffins. and i keep thinking back over a dream i had before.

Again, im getting pathetic. im now spilling my heart out. sad. sad.sad.sad.

anyway, i find this song so addicting. its second on my favorites list when it comes to music. or maybe it ties with first, dunno.

1. Sweet blasphemy
1. the morticians daughter
2. we stitch these wounds
3. perfect weapon
4. fallen angels
5. knives and pens
6. never give in
guess what? all BVB music. WOOT!

Anyway, now to go on a rant, cuz i couldnt vent yesterday, and for the sake of my girlfriend, i wont resort to...certain means of venting.

i am weird
i have issues
i am proud of every one of them
i love yaoi
i love hentai
i love yuri (i mean, comeon, im bi. gimme a break)
i dont love intruders in my room
i love kitteh (they r so cute!!! *sebastian moment*)
i am wiccan
i dont lik people making comments on what i am unless theyre good comment. (but i do love a good debate.)
i love this song. (its calming, and the video game was awesome.)www.youtube.com/watch?v=yd2keZ…
i ADORE black butler/kuroshitsuji
I LOVE my girlfriend
i dont like people criticizing me on my religion.
i dont like being called a slut because i defend my friends.
i do wear a cat collar
im scared of overly tall people. im too short. =_=
im scared of spiders
im addicted to the dark
im addicted to shadows
i joined the dark side. who wouldnt want cookies? XD
i love beyond birthday
i talk to my shadow
i obtained a new hobby, talking to my room. its a lot like talking to myself, but slightly more pathetic.
i survived the winter in only a thin, fuzzy jacket. haha. wimps.
i love explosions
i enjoy watching/starting fires
i have an odd sadistic side to me at times
i need a better hobby
i have tasted rum, wine, and smelled beer.(im too scared to taste beer. stink like hell)
i play video games like i depend on it
i can rant like this for a while XD
i have an undertaker obsession
i have had my dreams invaded by Undertaker.
i have randomly started laughing in class
i have confused my teacher
i have conversed(or tried to) with someone who was high
i stay up way too late.
i used to cut, but do not any more.
i am thirsty as hell right now
i am very lonely right now.
i am going to be exhausted tmrw, someone hit me. i cant sleep.

Okay, maybe that wasnt a rant, but it was a long list describing me(kinda)
i hope it helps a lot of people understand me better. im tired of secrets, and im tired of hiding myself.

This was weird o spill myself like this. anyone have any questions? im thinking of making an askUndertaker profile. should i do it? i mean, im bored as hell, nd i rly have nothing better to do.

Now i want to ask, does anyone want to hit me, tie me up or gag me yet?

great, now i have a list of questions. fine. ill just start, shall i?

1. why cant i shut up? =_=
2. How many people here would be sad if i died in three days?
3. How many people here are a part of the BVB army?
4. Who here hates spiders, but likes snakes? (lol down with arachne, and love medusa. ironic, aint it?)
5. i need a hug...how many will i get?
6. how many people laughed when the world didnt end on 12 am jan 1, 2012? (i did)
7. How many people can claim to have made a demon cry? (i can!)
8. how many people here think i need to be put in an insane asylum?
9. how many people here would rejoice if i was put in a straightjacket?
10. I need ideas for some fun stuff. anything. any suggestions?
11. how does one break the habit of speaking to ones wall?
12. how many of you are actually going to make an effort to answer these questions?

alright. now. FOR ANYONE WHO DOES DECIDE TO ANSWER ALL THE QUESTIONS, I WILL TAKE REQUESTS FOR FANFICTION, AND ATTEMPT REQUESTS FOR DRAWINGS. I WILL ALSO TAKE REQUESTS FOR EVENTS IN 'Dark life' FANFICTION.

TEMPTING OFFERS, I HOPE? i rly hope so, cuz i need ideas, and i wan questions answered.
and i do believe this has been my longest journal, aside from my armies. cool. im proud of myself.

I AM WILLING TO TAKE QUESTIONS ABOUT MYSELF, OR MY WORK. CONSIDER IT AS A ASKDARK IF YOU WILL. ILL DO THOSE TOO. (the only reason i havent made an askdark profile is because i believe thats taking it a bit too far. if anyone cares to disagree, ill b happy to listen.)

if anyone has any questions for my OC dark, ask me as if you were asking her ur question, and I/she will answer accordingly, savvy?

k. all that out of the way...  *in a singsong voice*♪♪♫♪ i have told you, i have warned you, let the fun now begin~♪♫♫♪